Wednesday, September 13, 2006
AGAIN AND AGAIN
Sorry guyz in advance. I really do wish that i can write something happy in this blog, but for the past few months, i've been kinda lonely. So if you guyz don't want to read this, please feel free to click that x mark on the upper right hand corner of the screen. Check back again soon. Maybe i'll have something good to post here in the future.
Anyway here goes. Sad to say, i've been a loner lately. Literally. I've been eating in the cafeteria all by myself. Doing stuffs all by myself. Walking towards my car, all by myself. All of the free times i've spent here in the Ateneo, i spent them alone. I must say, listening to the ipod again and again kinda gets into my nerves nowadays. I better start bringing my gameboy DS....
Ateneo life didn't used to be like this. But it is now...
I've been looking at all these people around me. Life seems to go on normally, and happily for them. They have their own groups to chat with, consult with, and share their problems with. Then I look at myself, the lonely self. I sigh.
What is wrong with me? I honestly do not know. One thing's for sure though, i hate being alone. Imagine spending one whole Ateneo sem alone. Darn. It's like high school all over again. And i thought then that being alone was better.... shit.
What do i do to resolve my state? Nothing. Well, except for this though. I rant... What a pity.
Oh well one happy news: I've got a high grade for LAW 124 midterms. yey! really higher than i expected! double yey! :D
Yep. Grades are the only ones that makes me happy right now. And of course my family and my dog. Nothing makes me happy in ADMU nowadays. Darn. I almost hate attending classes...
NOTE: Please do not comment to this entry if you're just gonna lecture me on this. DON'T LECTURE ME. Coz if you do, well it's so selfish of you. Try to step into my shoes and understand me. Be open minded!
it's me again at [4:14 PM]
2 Comments:
i am not gonna lecture you britty. im just commenting because i wanna give you a *hug.* how i wish we could be there to keep you company. sniff sniff. i just talked to abe last night, sabi niya he doesnt get to hang out with you mashado kasi wala raw kayo same classes. balik na kami soon and hope you'll be happy again. smile lang lagi, di bagay sayo nakasimangot. :P ilabshu britty!
P.S. congrats sa law midterms! 90+ ah galing galing! :D
missy
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2:04 AM
Thanks missy. :D yeah i really do miss you guyz... it's been a while since i've last seen the ROCK. I hope we could hang out often, when you guyz get here.
90+?! lol. remove the plus and you'll get my grade. hahaha. i bet you guyz'll get something higher if you took the test. I hope i get the same results in my negotiable instruments midterms.
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9:23 AM