Thursday, October 05, 2006
RESTING AND DREAMING
It's so nice to learn that despite all of my hectic schedules and deadlines, school work is not everything that occupies my head. Concsiously, i've got all of my attention to my papers and presentations, but subconsciously you devious friends are all all in my head!
Proof: Last night wasn't the first time i've dreamt of you guyz! (Especially you JTA people! ARe you guyz Psychics?)
Well I have to say that it was a good dream (naturally! i can control my dreams!) but there's also this underlying tone of sadness in it. Well its a clear reflection of my situation here in the Phils. Anyway i won't be dreaming sad dreams soon. Sem brake's near and the ROCK's reunion is at hand. Waheeyy!! :D
Anywayz, i have this reflection paper for Philo. It talks about something that matters to anyone individually. Well i won't say everything, but i'll just share to you guyz my main point:
YOU WON'T REALIZE SOMETHING UNLESS CHALLENGED.
e.g. you won't realize that you like to live (as in "mabuhay") unless your life is threatened (ex. some murderer's after you).
Well looking at my condition now, no existence of anything nor anyone is literally threatened. What i meant to say was, ROCK you guyz are not here with me right now. You guyz are somewhere, when normally you guyz should be here. WITH ME.
The very fact of your absence is actually a threat, a THREAT TO YOUR PRESENCE to me. There is this possibility of prolonged absence, (as in super long absence) which is very unusual to me in my college life. (i've been with you guyz ever since. esp you ming!)
Well, i know this is quite confusing. i'm not good with words, and so i can't express myself properly. but i hope you guyz get the gist of my reasoning. Anywayz to make things short guyz,
I've never realilzed how much you people mean to me until you guyz left me.
it's me again at [3:36 PM]