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2007-03-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

something's missing... and i know i will never find it.

Okay back to work. 3 weeks to go nalng and it's all over. work work work!

2007-03-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

EXCUSES EXCUSES

What's the excuse this time?

2007-02-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

(?)

Is it just me or am i simply interpreting things wrongly? Wouldn't it be nice if i could just read the minds of all the people i interact with? damn i hate playing these guessing games. it drives me crazy. why can't i just stop and not think? why do i always have to question things?

2007-02-18T17:09:00.000+08:00

I WANT A NEW NOTEBOOK!!!

My freakin 5 year old TOSHIBA laptop is drivng me crazy!!! it's too slow, heavy and outdated!!! Must buy a new laptop!!!! >_<

My preference? SONY VAIO!!! sorry mac, i'm not just attracted to you. don't know why... lol

2006-12-06T10:13:00.000+08:00

ME DOGGIEEEEEEE!

Wahahah Cliffton's all grown up now! THe Rock, sayang naman sana nakita nio siya nung puppy pa siya. medyo pumangit na kasi eh. lol. ANywayz, enjoy the short clip! :D

2006-10-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

background image from getty images

Have a wonderful break people!! :D

2006-10-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

COUNTDOWN!

Yey! 3 days more to go and it's vacation time! Whohooooo!!! :D Can't wait, can't wait.

I'm officially done with Marketing, Taxation, and Negotiable instruments. Just have to pass a synthesis paper on friday for philo, and then do the final defense for pom on saturday, and it's all over whoohooo!!!

STUDYIN FLASH

Yep i'm into flash now. Done with photoshop. lol. let's see what i can do with this "foreign" program. Heck. i have the whole break to study every single part of it. hopefully i'll be able to produce something brilliant by the end of my vacation. so stay tuned people! ;)

DEFINITELY CHANGING THIS LAY -OUT

but i still don't have the time! not to mention the idea. lol. Magmumuni muni muna ako okiz? ;)

2006-10-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

POST BATTLE ROYALE SYNDROME

Credits: 2006 =machine-guts

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Oh yeah. no matter how cute you are, you'll never know. It's life that we're talking about... >D

2006-10-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

4EVER CONFUSED - AS ALWAYS

Isn't it hard and tragic when love is one-sided? :(

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BLOOD AND GORE
Anywayz, just watched "Battle Royale". REally creepy, gorry, bloody, and messy. If i were in their position, gack. i dunno. I might've died right away. I mean really. I'd rather die with my friends than kill them in order to survive a shitty game. I mean how could someone continue on living then? Life would be meaningless, and i'll go straight to hell. lol.

I also watched the second installment of Battle Royale. This time, i was more used to the tons of blood splurting out. Lol. Just like a fountain. (haay thanks to Raffy and my sister for recommending such a disturbing movie.... grrrrr). Anywayz i like the first one better, since you get to connect more to the individual students. Kaya when people die, i get to say "sayang" or "aww his gwapo pa naman." With the second movie, there's always someone dying in every scene. So the director doesn't give viewers the chance to connect more to the characters. So when someone dies i wouldn't just care at all. And besides, i like the story of the first one better. They even used more weapons (katakana, bombs, machine guns), brains (they had waaayyy better strategies for survival) and brawns.

Guyz watch the movie. It's not senseless killing, really. I suggest watching the first one, since you'll get to learn more from it. There's a free full movie version in youtube. Just type battle royale.

The second one sucks really. Better watch Saving Private Ryan nalng than this. ;)

2006-10-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

TWO DOWN

At last, i finally have the time to rest. Whoohooo. Now that the final marketing defense is done, it's all down to relaxation for me. Whoohooo.

Yeah i know that there's still negotiable instruments, philo and opman. But hey, at least taxation and marketing's done. Whoppeee. Hopefully i got good grades for those two. :D

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It's a weekend today, a Saturday in fact, and what did i do? NOTHING!! Bwahahahah. That's new, i know, and i'm lovin it. It's nice to reward myself with a good day's rest after such a very hectic schedule. ooh ya. I'll be working tomorrow, i promise!

2006-10-05T15:36:00.000+08:00

RESTING AND DREAMING

It's so nice to learn that despite all of my hectic schedules and deadlines, school work is not everything that occupies my head. Concsiously, i've got all of my attention to my papers and presentations, but subconsciously you devious friends are all all in my head!

Proof: Last night wasn't the first time i've dreamt of you guyz! (Especially you JTA people! ARe you guyz Psychics?)

Well I have to say that it was a good dream (naturally! i can control my dreams!) but there's also this underlying tone of sadness in it. Well its a clear reflection of my situation here in the Phils. Anyway i won't be dreaming sad dreams soon. Sem brake's near and the ROCK's reunion is at hand. Waheeyy!! :D

Anywayz, i have this reflection paper for Philo. It talks about something that matters to anyone individually. Well i won't say everything, but i'll just share to you guyz my main point:

YOU WON'T REALIZE SOMETHING UNLESS CHALLENGED.

e.g. you won't realize that you like to live (as in "mabuhay") unless your life is threatened (ex. some murderer's after you).

Well looking at my condition now, no existence of anything nor anyone is literally threatened. What i meant to say was, ROCK you guyz are not here with me right now. You guyz are somewhere, when normally you guyz should be here. WITH ME.

The very fact of your absence is actually a threat, a THREAT TO YOUR PRESENCE to me. There is this possibility of prolonged absence, (as in super long absence) which is very unusual to me in my college life. (i've been with you guyz ever since. esp you ming!)

Well, i know this is quite confusing. i'm not good with words, and so i can't express myself properly. but i hope you guyz get the gist of my reasoning. Anywayz to make things short guyz,

I've never realilzed how much you people mean to me until you guyz left me.

(kinda cheezy i know. hahahahha. senti senti ko talaga. That's Britty to you.)

2006-10-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

WHATEVER

Oh wow. what a stressful week! Hardly have time to sleep. Haay. too many things to do, but at least it's gonna be over soon! Haay. Marketing's ending this week. We'll just have WACS in the remaining weeks. Nothing bad right?

Opman, ugh. It's gonna be a major problem next next week. Well at least it's gonna be my only problem. that's an improvement.

Oh yeah, and there's this Philo. sigh. I think i already have a lot of cuts for that subject. I wonder if i've already maximized my cuts. well hope not.

I'm done with Taxation, as for negotiable instruments, well just finals to deal with. It's all over soon! oooh yeah!

Ha ha ha. sorry guyz. I haven't slept yet, that's why ganito kasabog ung post na to.
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Hmmm kinda boring na tong template na ito. i wanna change it. hmmm pag sem brake na siguro...

Hay please let this sem end na. i don't like this sem at all.

2006-09-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

To MING and FAYI,

Though we are miles and miles apart, you guyz still never fail to be there whenever i need you the most.

I owe you guyz a lot.

Thanks for making me happy in this hell hell sem. ;)

I love you both!

2006-09-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

TESTS!

It's astonishing to see how i could even manage to post at this day, at this hour, at this minute, and at this very second, when i have law midterms later this afternoon. 1:30 pm to be exact. It's not that i'm bumming or something. Well everyone knows that i can't stand being a totally bummer. It's just that... i dunno. no matter how much i try to absorb something new in my mind, i have this feeling that there's no more room left for them to be stocked. It's as if every single minute compartment of my brain has been fully occupied. I bet all of you Ateneans out there can relate to this.

What's the best remedy for such problems? SHUT DOWN. Go with the flow. Stop thinking.

*****

lately, school work's starting to be a pain in the a$$. Not to mention dealing with some issues related to these school stuffs. gack. so frustrating man! No wonder former Legal Managament students say that 3rd year first sem is the HELL HELL HELL HELL (______ Add more hells here) Sem.

Yep it's indeed hell sem for me. I've got to deal with tons and tons of problems - both academic and emotional - simultaneously! It's a double whammy for me really. but hey, i'm proud to say that i'm still standing up... well barely. Oh well i just hope i could get through this quickly....

This sem's been testing me since it first started. "How far can you go Brittany" it constantly asks. How far can i indeed go? I haven't reached my limit yet, so i really don't know. But please, i hope the test ends... i don't want to deal with it anymore...

I feel tired... and lonely...

2006-09-18T13:38:00.000+08:00

SHARKS!!

I've been doing loads and loads of stuff lately. And i guess every Atenean knows exactly what it entails: MAJOR STRESS... But that doesn't mean i'm all frowns this week. Here's some cute (and relatively funny) pics that i've accidentally stumbled upon in my research for Shark drawings --> it's for our marketing ad. Credits to Phil Watson!

2006-09-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

AGAIN AND AGAIN

(sigh)

Sorry guyz in advance. I really do wish that i can write something happy in this blog, but for the past few months, i've been kinda lonely. So if you guyz don't want to read this, please feel free to click that x mark on the upper right hand corner of the screen. Check back again soon. Maybe i'll have something good to post here in the future.

Anyway here goes. Sad to say, i've been a loner lately. Literally. I've been eating in the cafeteria all by myself. Doing stuffs all by myself. Walking towards my car, all by myself. All of the free times i've spent here in the Ateneo, i spent them alone. I must say, listening to the ipod again and again kinda gets into my nerves nowadays. I better start bringing my gameboy DS....

Ateneo life didn't used to be like this. But it is now...

I've been looking at all these people around me. Life seems to go on normally, and happily for them. They have their own groups to chat with, consult with, and share their problems with. Then I look at myself, the lonely self. I sigh.

What is wrong with me? I honestly do not know. One thing's for sure though, i hate being alone. Imagine spending one whole Ateneo sem alone. Darn. It's like high school all over again. And i thought then that being alone was better.... shit.

What do i do to resolve my state? Nothing. Well, except for this though. I rant... What a pity.

Oh well one happy news: I've got a high grade for LAW 124 midterms. yey! really higher than i expected! double yey! :D

Yep. Grades are the only ones that makes me happy right now. And of course my family and my dog. Nothing makes me happy in ADMU nowadays. Darn. I almost hate attending classes...

NOTE: Please do not comment to this entry if you're just gonna lecture me on this. DON'T LECTURE ME. Coz if you do, well it's so selfish of you. Try to step into my shoes and understand me. Be open minded!

2006-09-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

SOME THINGS FROM BLOGTHINGS

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you.
Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible.
While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks.
Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

What Color Green Are You?

Okay for the next one, it was coincidence that the answer came out to be green, or maybe it's really in my personality. YEah i love green! :D

Your Aura is Green

You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous.
However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it!

The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better

Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart

Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host

What Color Is Your Aura?

2006-09-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

PHILO (WtF)

Sucked at philo orals..... not good.... it's a miracle if i'll even get a C.... Just realized that philo is waaaayyy too different from law. Law has basis, philo hasn't. Philo's just too broad. Way too broad for me to comprehend

Is it an excuse for me to say that i'm too rational to fully understand philosophy?

2006-08-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

THE DOG, MY DOG

Check out my cute little puppy! I videoed this from my oh so cool Sony Ericsson K608i. Lol. Ah the many uses of technology! anywayz going back, GuYZ!! GUESS WHAT HIS NAME IS?! Hahaha. I won't tell! Just listen carefully na lng!

So far this dog's keeping me busy these days. He's always howling here, peeing there,and biting everywhere. Haay.. Not to mention he stinks sometimes. But I love him nevertheless! He's soooooooooooooo cute!!!!!! And he's KSP as in Kulang na kulang sa pansin! I need to pet him once in a while, else he won't stop howling. lol

I went to Tiendisitas last week. Bought him a shampoo, a leash, collar and a toy bone. As of now, he's already more comfortable with his collar. He wasn't still, during this video. You can see him scratching his neck all the time.

Hey JTA guyz! Better come back here before my dog's all grown up! Bahala kau, you won't get to touch him when he's big! I bet he can't wait to bite you guyz! ;)

2006-08-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

MISSING THE ROCK

I miss the ROCK. I miss Ming! I miss Fayi! I miss Missy! I miss Buboy! I miss Joni. I miss Clasa! and I miss Abe. I miss all of those times i spend with you guyz. I miss the times when we would eat together, chat together, and do our projects together. I know i'm being kinda sentimental, but it's the truth. You guyz couldn't imagine how hard this is to me. I so darn hate eating in the caf all by myself, talking to no one, and just simply listening to my ipod (yes! I love you Ipod!) and wating for my seemingly eternal three-hour break to end. Where are you guyz? Hi i'm just here. :)

I know a lot of people (particularly Raffy) do not want to hear stuffs as regards to this. It's kinda redundant isn't. How many times do you guyz hear me complain about this? 10 times? a 100 times? well fine, enough's enough. I'm quite used to being alone again. It's like high school all over again. no biggy really.

Moving on.

Finally, hell days are over! (hooray!!) And guess what?! They're starting all over again! (hooray!!....T_T) Pom paper and mock defense are over. Our marketing paper pass 1 (thank God!) is over. Now i only have to deal with my upcoming long test in POM, oral defense in PHILO, recitation in LAW 123, and Marketing pass 2. Oh well good luck to me. hehehhe

uh what else do i have to say? Oh yeah! I have a new doggy!! He's a little cute male (kaya nga he eh) Basset Hound. For those who know his name, please naman, don't spread it. Baka magalit ung orig na may ari ng name. hehehe. patay ako.... lol

Hmmm what else... hahaha. sorry. my life is that boring. So far i'm really doing nothing, so nothing's really happening in my life lately. hahahha. I've been going to the gym though, and playing lots and lots of tennis to cover up my idle time. Grabe. i really have a good schedule.

Anywayz before i forget. MING and FAYI don't forget my pasalubong. Pls go to New York to see the US OPEN Lawn tennis tournament, if you guyz have the time... and the money! lol. Pambili naman ng shirt ha. bayaran ko nalng kau. thanks anywayz. sige mag-uupdate nalng ako pag may time ako, and pag may something relevant akong sasabihin. for the mean time, enjoy kau guyz diha.

Ciao!

2006-05-03T10:53:00.000+08:00

SUMMER CLASSES...

Honestly, i still can't feel the pressure of Histo and Eco on me. As far as i'm concerned, it's still VACATION TIME!! WEHEHEHEHE. My first long test in Eco will be this coming friday, but the heck, i've got two whole days to review for that. (buti half day lng me ngaun. cramming time!) In Histo, i've got two papers due next next week, and i'm still not researching for them. lolz. tamad tamad ko talaga. ;P

Well it's summer, and i really don't get the point studying in summer. i'm not an engineering student anyway! and i didn't fail any of my subjects... Ateneo talaga pinapahirapan buhay nating mga atenista. lolz. On the bright side, i won't have any summer classes next year! hooraayyy!! Won't take OJT ata. My mom wanted me to work with her at our company, instead of working for someone else. Oh well, as ming puts it, bahala na. we'll cross the bridge once we get there.

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May 1, Monday --> labor day--> include Saturday and Sunday = KINDA LONG WEEKEND

Well it should've been for me, if only i didn't get SICK!! Grrr! To those people out there who just came from really cold places like NEw York or NEw Jersey (Fayii!!), drink lotsa water!! Drink Ventolin or Ornex immediately if you feel that you're gonna get colds. My doctor gave me a really strong antibiotic. Although it kinda cured my colds, it gave me a major stomach ache!! I puked all the food that i ate before i drank the medicine...

THE MORAL LESSON --> When you feel that you're not getting cured, stop drinking that stupid medicine. it's not for you.

(mama kasi sabi nia nagsuka ako dahil sa init.... pero nung second time me nagsuka, i'm sure na it's really caused by that stupid C-E-..something... wahh di ko alam ung pangalan ng gamot. )

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Ming, Fayi, Missy lumabas na kayo. wala na akong magawa dito. dali na! malapit na ang 11:30 :D

2006-04-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

BAKASYON EL GRANDE

Hei guyz! Here in New Jersey! Just flew from Orlando a while ago. The trip was fun! Enjoyed Disney world (Especially MGM!!) and Universal Studios!! heheheheh. Still one more week to go. I really miss the Philippines na! Grabe i can't stand eating another chicken sandwich for lunch breakfast and dinner! I WANT FILIPINO FOOD!! Wahhhh culture shock!

Will be back on the 20th. grrrr and i have class the next day. it sucks. oh well people enjoy the vacation while you still can! Grab some sleep (i hardly get a shut eye here...)

Fayi I'm in NEW JERSEY TOO!! will go to New York this week. check out your blog. hope we can meet. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Sorry ngaun lng ha. don't have internet access in orlando eh. hehehe.

THE ROCK! I MISS YOU GUYZ ALREADY!!! SEE YOU SOON

Minette! Advanced thank you! hehehhehehehe. mwahhh!! sorry sa hassle dearie... :/

2006-03-26T12:33:00.000+08:00

MANY THINGS TO THANK FOR

1) Classes are finally over. Wohoo! At last, I can sleep up to 8 hours again! No more cramming and writing papers... for two weeks! I'm spending most of my time with my family right now. I REALLY REALLY MISSED THEM!! Haay savor the time talaga while it lasts!

2) Wonderful sem with the Rock! People, you know who you are! I've really enjoyed your company guyz! Thanks for being there alwayz! We're incoming third years na! Ang tagal na pala natin nagsasama! lolz. Next school year, there's a big chance that we won't meet that much, due to our different scheds (wala na kasing block section eh...), I hope we could still hang out together as a whole...

Hey JTA guyz, spend much of your time with non JTA guyz naman o! Let's savor the time that we're together habang di pa tau nagkakahiwalay! Matagal tagal din ung 5 months noh. Be sensitive to the needs of other people...

Fayi--> i hope to see you next week. (wink!) oh yeah and

ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

3) NEW BLOG SKIN! Wehehhe this is the first blog skin that i've ever truly made. Wala lang hehehe. I really just like to have a siberian husky, kaya ganyan yan. lolz. This is also the reason why i didn't review much for theo and law. hahahhaha.